I feel that in reponse to some comments I must make a statement. This is purely spontaneous and hopefully helpful.
As a newbie I hope you are still seeking truth. My father spent many years writing about his faith and how he sees the role of a modern Christian. You will probably pick up that he sees it vital to return to the New Testament Apostolic Church principles. He distrusted most organised religion and preferred to imagine small, local groups of believers sharing their faith, more or less in secret. Much like we hear of in China and other non-Christian regimes. This is his idea of ‘Repair’ of a ‘broken’ Church, much like St Francis, trying to escape the Papal authorities 300 years ago.